Saturday, January 02, 2010

Goodbye 2009

It's been a difficult year to let go of...

moving on into 2010...

a year that holds no memories of Noah...a year without my sunny boy.

I'd much rather hang onto 2009...the good, the bad and the ugly...

for 2009 knows my son.

10 comments:

Kim said...

Missing my Bean...

Karen Witte said...

My heart goes out to you and forever Noah....your loss cannot be forgotten but neither will his laugh and smile...he was a gorgeous little boy....you have a friend in me even for nothing...thinking of you

Karen & Family

Jules and Danny said...

Know that so many people will continue to hold memories of Noah, regardless of the year! He was such a special little guy that he will never be forgotten!

Anonymous said...

I was thinking the same thing. Letting go of 2009. and all the memories of our little guy, but this year, although it will hold many more firsts for you, will also bring much blessing. God has promised to be with you. He remains faithful and He will restore you. Love you so much. Enjoy your cruise!! Love mom

Anonymous said...

Thinking about you all during this time. May God continue to keep you all in HIS mighty hand.

Hugs from Charlotte, NC

~Rissa and family

Alison said...

Thinking of you and praying that the New Year will bring you peace. Keeping you in my prayers,
Alison

Anonymous said...

Nicole,
I never met you or Noah. I learned about you and Noah's Wish Trip through Disboards and I followed your blog regularly from shortly before your Disney trip and still check regularly to see how you are doing.
I was thinking of you on New Year's Day - how bittersweet the day must have been for you - how hard it must be to move on when the "calendar" tells us it is time, even though our hearts may be somewhere else.
I just want you to know that you are an inspiration for me. The trials and tribulations I face as a mom are nothing compared to yours, but we all have our bad days. And on those bad days, I tend to check your blog - knowing that if I can read about your strength and courage that I can muster up my own. I so truly wish you didn't have to suffer like this, but I want you to know how greatful I am that you have been willing to share your experience with the us. You were lucky to blessed with Noah and he was truly lucky to be blessed with you. Someday you will be reunited in Heaven, but until then, thank you for sharing your story with us and God bless you and your family.
Best wishes for a 2010 filled with healing and hopefully a little inner peace for you in due time.
With Thanks and Love,
A Mom from Pennsylvania

Maroo said...

Bless your heart...

Lots of hugs and prayers your way.

We love you guys!

Anonymous said...

2010 knows Noah through you.
The world knows Noah through your blog.
Memories are forever and know no year.

Warmest wishes to you and your family

dt said...

I thought the same thing when we faced the new year after Nathan died. There would be no new memories, only those from the prior year. There is still an incompleteness for us, as there will always be for someone who loses a child, as we make new memories, take family pictures, think about the future. Praying that God would wrap you in His loving arms and speak words of peace to your soul in this new year.
Dianne